Holy War

* To those who fight for and against terrorism: Both of you have won your battles in your own ways. None of you will win the war.*

Is death a punishment for mankind?
Or just the end of a chapter?
Or is it the beginning of a new era of salvation and repentance?

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind killer.
Fear is the little death
That brings total obliteration.

When it is gone,
I will look inside me
Where the fear once was,
There will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

I swear I will not dishonour my soul with love.
But offer myself numbly,
As a guardian of hate,
As a messenger of pain
As an architect of war.

An Infusion

The wind cries out for me,
A wolf howl so shrill,
Borne on wings of a rabid dream,
To perturb the state of my waking conscious.
Guessing games are played by two,
Staking sunset hues
Of life, and of the oblivion.
A tragedy too soon forgotten
Even as it is awoken everyday
By fair hands, yet so rotted,
Who are we to stay away?
Lesions from real life
Intrude upon the one we have made
Infusing a mild darkness
But overcome by our thoughtless play.

As The Palaces Burn

The fiends have gagged a generation of pacified fools
Bound by our greed a nation enslaved as corporate tools.
Arise! Erase the legacy of their lies
To realize that this in itself is an ascension
Towards the day we revolt.
As the seeds you've cast away take hold
War will be born.
Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun
We'll dance as the palaces burn.
A shot gun blast into the face of deceit
You'll gain your just reward.
We'll not rest until the purge is complete
My redemption lies in your demise.
In such a world as this does one dare to think for himself?
The paradox of power and peace will destroy itself
To know the truth and live in fear of no man.
To realize that this in itself is an ascension
Toward the day we revolt.
As the seeds you've cast away take hold
War will be born.
Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun
We'll dance as the palaces burn.
My redemption lies in your demise.
Rejoice, the age of the fall has begun.
We'll dance as the palaces burn.

An Epitome of Sorrow

Walk alone, living everyday,
Without fear,
Reaping only what you've sown,
Burn the rest and feed it to me.
Close to the road
Cry yourself to sleep,
While scarecrows fill the field you have,
Carrion fowl are summoned
To feast on the rotting remains of digression,
Succumb to a horrid hunger,
Vigilance shall fail.
Dream. If you dare.

Eyes of Chaos

*In memory of those who shall be forgotten too soon*

The silence and slaughtering, forbearance prevails,
The tears, the cries rope you to avenge,
The sorrows, the vain awaiting revenge
The innocent blood has fiercely been shed.

Eyes of chaos
Will burn you

Sea of corpses floods,
As the river blood flows,
Destroy their peace and love,
Bound with the storm of hate.
Redeem their souls from deciet and violence,
And precious shall their blood be in her sight

The Inquisition

Salvation
Weep not for those whom the veil of tomb,
A life's early mornin has hid from their eyes,
It has been an age of long sorrow of such cruelty
In such a hell begotten world of ours,
Into wat it seems to be is an abyss of hate And injustice,
Though with a crushed and a bleeding heart she takes you,
Numbered every bitter tear,
Heaven's long years of bliss shall pay,
When she makes inquisition for blood,
She forgets not to cry for the humble.

Suicidal Loving

Forget the Memories,
Let them fade away,
From this darkness, its unfogiving ways.
Where will I go?
Consume me for I give in to the pain,
From the depths of my soul
Refuses me again

Again and again,
You fill my mind
Needles and knives,
How long can you go on?
For I cannot ignore you
Over and Over again

On The Violence of Sterilization

a boy leaves a sink,
wet hands leave a trail of ruin.
his act of repetition
annuls palm held ambition,
feelings and future motives.
he cleanses his complications.
a boy leaves a sink,
wet hands leave a trail of ruin.
his act of repetition
annuls palm held ambition,
feelings and future motives.
he cleanses his complications.

a boy sits and prays.
his thoughts flushed null
love betrayed by lore
dreams sterilized into mirrors
identical and void.
his life beats of ease.

he cries in normalcy
his fresh hands and mind
anchoring his one originality.
washing his problems
and personality from himself.
he is realized in self cessation.

Eons of Eternal Decay

As I gaze into the star filled sea
Solitude seems unbearable
No peace in the quite place
Forever short of my grasp

How do you break the torment?
The agony of isolation
Into which i plunge again
Without the gentle ripples

Why did i forsake that bitter place?
That undying torrid land?
The dream i thought i would soon awake from?
The parched land of toil?

In search of an unreal country
One where the falcon follows the falconer
Where water cools your scorching soul
Where you can be who you are

There in lay my greatest folly
On the quest for the unattainable
Leaving the ones i love the most
In that putrid land of decay

Falling Forever

sickened by the feeling within
laughing at my pain
forget the lies
live the reality


eager waiting for a chance to change
in this sinful perversion
i have a crown weak now
lift the curse from me


embrace all distorted thoughts
indoctrinating sins
in this earth the love is lost
as disruption begins


madness is like the soils of the earth
greet your cries falling forever

why can't we hear
the time must come for us to leave

here emotion has withered away
our burnt out love has decayed

obsessed to leave the earth
tragedy has overrun since birth


now our rotting fathers weep
as the great eternal sleep
are born to pass away
cry at all that remains


chosen words fail to sustain
the wisdom of powers heard
in dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
now as hope and glory dies


we'll scream at our demise
are we lost forever more
madness is like the soils of the earth
greet your cries falling forever

Wandering Reflection

When no words are spoken and thoughts are ignored
Your tears go unnoticed, will you say enough?
When prayers are unanswered and your calls are unheard
The pain cuts right through you, have you seen enough?

It all seems so deceitful and the verdict is lies
A black cloud of indecision compromised your life


When judgement has failed you
When your own heart's impaled you
Your wandering mind has destroyed you
Will you ever know when?

When you give everything and the feeling is gone
All the giving is fake, did you fake enough?
When you take everything and you stay too long
When there's nothing left, did you take enough?

Remnant

I know a world where sky
falls
then arises spontaneously.
Split instant is no time
and it happens all the time
everywhere I go.

Sometimes it's too much
like Heaven crashing down
where thoughts are thunderclouds,
tornados and bolts
that stick emotional shock
like sharp, jagged weapons
into the unconscious
black hole
of mystery.

There

space flirts with time
delivering a Moment
rising like a pregnant sun
bearing an invitation to choose.

On it's distant planet
near a cave
a beach smiles
as an angry ocean pounds on and on.
A shadow paces
at the water's edge
like a stranded inhabitant.
I think that it is me.

Then suddenly inspired by natural forces
unbeknownst to me
I leap into the river vortex,
metaphorically thoughtless,
reminded I am no one
once again.

Inheritance

The stars are dimmed,
Reduced to ashes,
Renounce all you have,
But tell me nothing

Forgetting the long known road,
Paving ways through confusion's forest,
Don't try to stop and rest,
Say nothing and give nothing up to me

Lit by your inner fire,
Lit by what you lost,
Leave me alone on my road,
While you confront your past

Listen to the sounds of the deaf,
Watch the arts of the blind,
Don't despair at what you get,
Because that's all you'll ever find