Eons of Eternal Decay

As I gaze into the star filled sea
Solitude seems unbearable
No peace in the quite place
Forever short of my grasp

How do you break the torment?
The agony of isolation
Into which i plunge again
Without the gentle ripples

Why did i forsake that bitter place?
That undying torrid land?
The dream i thought i would soon awake from?
The parched land of toil?

In search of an unreal country
One where the falcon follows the falconer
Where water cools your scorching soul
Where you can be who you are

There in lay my greatest folly
On the quest for the unattainable
Leaving the ones i love the most
In that putrid land of decay